Every Child was a Poet; and I’m sinful ’cause I’ve forgotten Virginia Woolf

How have we become so banal, as grown-ups?

Remember when each everyone of us, was a poet?

We wrote about the crystal tinkling winters in Ashburnham,
with the words that sounded so foreign that we pretend to comprehend,
the heavenly velvet colors of our thoughts that we tried so hard to bend,
but eventually slipped between the lines where thoughts transcend?

The stories etched on paper, inked with care,
In the warmth of memories still hanging there.

Remember when each everyone of us, writes poems?

We wrote about redemption, friendship and love
’bout being so far away from home,
even the wooden chair in the English building knows
how our quietly whispered thoughts composed (…better than our parents!)
Through discursive self-expressive rhymes, distilling who we are,
in that language that was so unnatural but yet became so natural to our tongues?

I’m still so moved by this language till today,
how it resonates with the drumbeats in my heart,
the way it reminds me of Caddy, Dalloway, Scout;
the yellow wallpaper and the white elephant hills…
they so vividly lived,
filled my dreams and shaped who I became.

How have we stopped hosting poetry nights, now just because we settled for rites?

我已经开始想念你了,而我只与你见过三次而已

是南下,是无数的想像已经把你囊括。

是太多超现实的企盼,所有 rose-tinted 的,不存在的,我们可以一同度过的假日

我还是不清楚为什么你会勾起我的那么多回忆,那么多感受,那么多企图,那么多浪漫不切实际的电影片段

你好像是我一生所求,你好像是我梦中所求,那么多年里,我感觉我甚至可以哭泣着苏醒,因为你会在我身边

你让我游离现实,让我记不清自己的位置和现在的处境,你让我回到过去所有的期盼中。我该担心吗?but i want to spend seasons with you, is that too much for me to ask? is that too dangerous for me to do?

你是我所有没有经历过的青春的总和

是夏夜降温后的微风,是回家路上球场上的神游,是我所有的过去,所有我所自豪的,所有我再也不从连接到的感受;是不用伪装,是不用害怕,是全部的被爱和全部的释放;是我在那个小镇子上所有的幻想

是最纯粹的,不是想要证明自己,不是想要得到认可,是最真切的吸引和爱

how come i’m this invested already, and you just walked away

please don’t be disappointed cause I wasn’t prepared, i wasn’t prepared to meet someone like you

你是温暖和细腻,你有着我从未被填补上的愿望中的那张面孔

是我这辈子的清冷空气,是我最坚强也最沉默的年纪最渴求的,最 detached from 现实的,最真实却又最遥远的,最纯洁却又最快速发生的,是无法控制的被你吸引

是你细腻散发着星星的双眼,是你微笑时嘴角可爱的酒窝

我遇见你之前的索求已经不纯粹了,是你带回了纯粹。是你让我想要再一次尝试爱与被爱

可惜也许我们再也回到不到过去,可惜 it would be QED for us,可惜你再也不愿意说我的语言,you wouldn’t be listening with glistening eyes